dang, dude. i cant wait for life to be over with.

screw the memories, pain, whatever else i really want to skip..

bring on the deathbed.

confused;

DUDE.
How do people use this thing? D:
i still dont understand everything.
i made a tumbler.
because this is too confusing.

janeeisdope.tumblr

Lawl, i use janeeisdope for errthang.
yeah.
so hmu on there then.
kbye.

Haha, Oh baby.

hii hii :p
jo@samaritans.org = best thingg ever :d
Am i the only one who finds texting boring now?
i dont even use my phone anymore.
it’s ridiculoussssssssss.
Like Ludacris.
because i’m a cool-i-cus.
Paha.

By-byeeeee

do my formsprings!

i’m done..

i’m done with trying to please everyone except myself.
why have i been trying to make everyone else happy, when in the end, i’m the one who is miserable?
Well, i won’t have to worry about that now, because i now self declare myself as a; *drum roll* SOCIAL OUTCAST.
And, do not fret. One day very soon, the old obnoxious Jane will be back.
But, as of right now… I need to get my priorities straight.
And to me, social life isn’t that important .
Do know, i won’t go psycho path style, but i’m basically just focusing on myself,family,academics, and God.
I will have a lil bit of a life :p
Oh! And, i swore to myself, no more cutting.
I swear, if i cut, i’m getting slapped by 10 people. I’ll make sure of it.
Which is going to be easy, because i only cut once.
But then again, i have days where i just give up…..
No more suicidal thoughts either.. God wouldn’t have given me a life, if I didn’t have a purpose for being here.
This is going to be challenging,but i’m going to get through it! Ajaa-Ajaa!
By the way guys, just because i gave up on my social life a little, doesn’t mean i wont be here for you.

Well, this is my ridiculous update/ramble/rant.
Oh! Can you tell me what to write on this thing ?
Because i’m running out of ideas .
And, i’m also writing another post about gay rights, at the moment.
So…. read that one too!

Bye. [:

P.S- DID YOU NOTICE I HAVEN'T USED ONE CURSE WORD IN THIS POST?! WHOO!!
I'm getting better, ;]

Apologies? I’m sorry, i don’t think i know that word..

i love how you just totally make it seem like i’m the total bitch in this shit.
Did you mention you cant keep your damn word?
Did you happen to say, i never dissed Kelsey, in fact i love her.
I said do whatever the fuck you want, but YOU’RE pathetic.
Like, seriously. The DAY you guys break up, your trying to crawl your way back into my life?
I was doing so much better without you.
Why’d you have to come back?
No more cutting, no more suicidal thoughts, i just felt at peace with myself.
Get lost, please.
For the sake of my mental health.
That reminds me, my mom is actually thinking about seeing the psychologist.
So, i’m sort of excited, i think…

Damn, dude.
Today has been pretty shitty lawl. XD
For everyone…
But, on the plus side.
Kevin’s coming home today !
He better have got me something from Charleston!! ;D
So, im gonna go with my dad and pick him up in a lil bit
And, then James is coming home in on the 13th i believe.
I’m excited about that even more!
I haven’t seen my biggest bro for like 2-3 months,! (
Stupid Maryland :/ :p

Hahm i’m having fun this weekend, no matter what the circumstances are.
so, as of right now. DO THIS!! D bitching is funny, so leave em all you want. (:

http://www.formspring.me/janeeisdope

Bye creeper.

And her heart just seems to rise.

Paha, i know, i’m back already. -___-;
Actually, this is just sort of an update.
Or a list of things hahaha.

This is going to be short, so feel free to click the little “x” at the top right.

JDFAJDOJdoJdjodj! My god, i need to change.
Just change everything!
Because who i am at the moment, is not who i’d like to be.
So, this is my little list, as of right now.
1) Stop cursing .
2) start eating healthier
3) read bible more often,

” Because concealer will hide all your physical flaws, but it will never hide your sad, little, pitiful soul.”

I’m sorta thinking who ever wrote that, is a little screwed..?
Not that i wrote it. *wink wink*

She my Tylenol when i’m in pain.

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i dont know what to say anymore.
but i just cant stand that stupid error 404 thing.
so here: “.”

in the meantime, keep me entertained. http://www.formspring.me/janeeisdope

i’l be back, sooner or later… or maybe never..